tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8981533354958253501.post2287641413054980141..comments2023-02-22T07:58:13.736-08:00Comments on An Artist. With Occasional Meltdowns.: Blanche Turns ThreeJeranhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01761082302784634129noreply@blogger.comBlogger1125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8981533354958253501.post-6943139903565851492014-10-14T09:01:05.839-07:002014-10-14T09:01:05.839-07:00I stumbled upon your blog today after looking at y...I stumbled upon your blog today after looking at your Instagram. I have looked at your Instagram a few times and smile each time. Mainly BC rosemary reminds me so much of our Vivi. Your pictures of daily life are real and beautiful. Just now when I read this I teared up a little when you wrote how you didn't cry when blanche was born. I didn't cry when Vivi was born either. I wanted to do it natural, the way I know I am able and created. I had this vision of me crying and laughing when she finally arrived, but instead my legs were shaking and my arms were weak and all I wanted to do was close my eyes and hibernate. I didn't reach out for her, I fell back on the bed in exhaustion. I have often felt like a horrible mother for this, but I wasn't any less excited, I just had to wait a while to feel it, to fall in love with her and marvel at the miracle. Thanks for letting me in on this post. Blanche and rosemary are beautiful by the way. Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01536022969722748074noreply@blogger.com